I don't know how...

...to say what I feel. I know, way gay right? I've been needing to say something for a while now, I just haven't had any idea where to begin, truthfully, I still don't. I've been content to read through others more adept than myself saying what they have to say on the matter, and been satisfied to do so. I guess when you're bored you can manage to find time for anything. Very early in the morning, about 5am, a week after my last post I received a call that my Dad (I never called him Father, Daddy, Old Man, or Pop - he was my Dad) had collapsed and was in the hospital. I was on an airplane by noon...
72 hours later I held my Dads hand unaware until told by a nurse that he was gone...
Well, I'll be a son-of-a-bitch, I am not ready for this yet. I'm at work so I had better stop now before I embarrass myself.

To Be Cont.... (I hope)